LYRICZ
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all lyrics by STARVIN CHRIS HARVIN

BOWL OF TUMORS

A shallow pool swells in the brain Indignant thoughts…on rough terrain This attitude reflects a taste And it's written all over my face…so I Twist one, I set myself in bliss with one Sit back and let my memories run All the abstract art in the world Can't change my view on what I see through my door

I know what you're going through / what it's like to be you!

Can't let the voice break through / can't let it break you down.

Who makes up the time and place? You have no control…of your own fate So count your blessings and await The fear waiting for you past the gate Twist one, I set myself in bliss with one Sit back and let my memories run All the abstract art in the world Can't change my view on what I see through my door

I know what you're going through / what it's like to be you!

Can't let the voice break through / can't let it break you down.

…Take a shallow swallow of life and wait for death …Marvel at this wonder and wait for what is left …Keep fighting more and more …Keep light of what it's for …Take a shallow swallow of life and wait for death …Marvel at this wonder and wait for what is left

All are the same angle when entangled We try to break free to live just another day

What are you waiting for?

 

DRIVEN BY HATE

I can't believe my eyes Since you shed the blood of the innocent And poured it on your face…wiped it on your face Spread it on your face

I can't believe this is happening…[Your] I can't believe this is real…[Blood]

I knew I should not have trust you I will never trust you again

You won't believe your eyes When I shed the blood of the innocent And pour it on your face…wipe it on your face Spread it on your face

I can't believe this is happening…[Your] I can't believe this is real…[Blood]

I knew I should not have trust you I will never trust you again

There may come a time When we'll all see one way, and I can't wait

Tell me what has just gone through your mind now I don't know what's just gone through my mind now

Please take away this pain, give me more life Wash away this pain, give me more life You can take away this pain, cause you give life Wash away this pain…….

 

Self Mutilation

Feel the fu#king needles, feel the needles, fu#king needles Feel the fu#king needles, feel the needles, fu#king needles Feel the fu#king needles, feel the pain of my needles Feel the fu#king needles, feel the pain of my needles I give all strength when I get the urge A treacherous force twitching every nerve I get depressed when I think myself over But all I can feel is the blood dripping down my face

Why'd I do this to myself again Why'd I do this to myself again Why'd I do this to myself again Self mutilation makes me feel again

Feel the fu#king needles, feel the needles, fu#king needles Feel the fu#king needles, feel the needles, fu#king needles Feel the fu#king needles, feel the pain of my needles Feel the fu#king needles, feel the pain of my needles The sharpest razor making full contact And all I can feel this pain when I fall back Where is the life that I deserve I can't find it so my skin is what I burn

Why'd I do this to myself again Why'd I do this to myself again Why'd I do this to myself again Self mutilation makes me feel again

Don't call me crazy, I've just lost my mind And all I can feel looking down that road Is a sense of trouble, and all it's worth A social standpoint that I decline

Don't call me stupid, I'm just confused I have all these thoughts that I can't control Making actions for me; it makes me sick I put this knife up to my throat cause

I feel immortal (God damn it, I hate it when I feel like this)

Why'd I do this to myself again

I beat myself in the head once again And I'll never know if it's gonna end You show your disgrace when I make a move But I don't care cause I'm running out of booze

Chorus

 

Shrapnel

 

The intersection’s coming, but it’s so far away

I hear the rhythms calling, but it’s so hard to say

This road so unfamiliar, when in this state of mind

Feels like I’m going too fast, but I’m so far behind

 

I’m hurt so bad, can’t feel my legs

I’m going through so much frustration

Mind the road…don’t turn away and watch yourself

 

I have the right of way but, you ignore that instead

Initial contact’s screeching, yet you felt fine and fled

Right now I’m stuck in this trap and I can barely breath

Looking at my surroundings, this is my blood I bleed

 

What is it going through you mind

Going through your head

When you turn and look at me

 

Broken glass all in my face

Thirteen stitches give me disgrace

I cannot look you in the face

Cause you’re the one that caused this pain

 

What if you felt like I feel when I kill (I won’t tell)

 

 

DYING ALONE

Donna wait…I'll talk to you, from my darkness Donna wait…I'll crawl to you, from my crevice

I cannot rise above all your expectations I cannot bind myself to your limitations

If you turn from me then I'll walk away I'll bury all I have to say I do it all against my will Thoughts amplified, I can't stand still

I cannot hide behind a cryptic façade I cannot fathom treating you like a god You've taken the best of me… You've taken the best of me And turned it into another lost tragedy

If you turn from me then I'll walk away I'll bury all I have to say I do it all against my will Thoughts amplified, I can't stand still

Rotting on my death bead…driven by your ignition Trying to contemplate a resolution in my mind You've taken the best of me…you've taken the best of me And turned it into another lost tragedy

Donna wait…I'll talk to you from my darkness Donna wait…I'll crawl to you from my crevice

 

George

Return to me; Return the key, to the door of my life I hear your sound; I need your sound.

An antidote relieves the pain; the opium does drive insane The magnitude of breaking glass, to cut away the naked past.

Who can define an endless line of infinite wisdom divine To dissipate or disburse time, and conquer all to turn out just fine

One step closer; going nowhere One foot higher; where no one dares

In defying fate, no repeating pasts, In a great escape, Suspense lasts.

Trapped on an imperfect speck of dust; Trapped in a space with too much dust An empty void with eerie sounds reverberates in you.

Return to me, return the key to the door of my life I hear your sound, I need your sound - your sound to complete my life

The solitude of endless time incorporates an active mind To conjure up a devoid plan to conquer every species of man

A heart attack, a warning sign when stepped back on an LSD trip Wasted in your indecision, twisted in your fucked up mind

One step closer; going nowhere One step higher; where no one dares

In defying fate, no repeating pasts, in a great escape, suspense lasts

One Too Many

 

 

Another night out at the club

Currency has overrun

Vision slowly shifts to blur

And our moment starts to turn

 

Staggering from left to right

As gravity puts up a fight

Nicotine burned to the butt

And to the back, a fight erupts

 

Try to escape

The only hypothesis

So open the gate

Avoid the apocalypse

 

Now I regret the day

Wish I could start it all over

Now I regret the day

One too many drinks and it’s over

 

Fall out…pass out…burned out…thrown out

 

How’d I get in this pit?

I think I ought to quit

Balled up and tucked away

Flash back to yesterday

 

Staggering from left to right

As gravity puts up a fight

Nicotine burned to the butt

And to the back, a fight erupts

 

 

One waste of a day

All thrown away

Ground by the gears

Stretched beyond years

 

EVERYBODY DIES

I see it in your face that you're left with no trace No other place to hide Everywhere you turn, there's a lesson to learn No person to confide I see it in your eyes that you're running out of your time No more self confidence I see it in your face that you're left with no trace No other place to hide

Rot Why don't you kill yourself Rot Tired of this living hell Rot I'll join you in that fate Rot Everyone gets a taste

Developing the pain of a lesson in vain Should think it out first Seconds on the clock giving more time to rot More time makes it worse Looking kind of pale leaning over that rail All towards your addiction Minor tragedy pitted full of misery Which brought this affliction

I don't feel sorry for you Look at what I'm going through Won't you sympathize for me I'd rather fight than to flee

You made me look like an a**hole, in front of everybody You made me look like an a**hole, in front of everyone You think you suffer the most, well just take a look around you You think you suffer the most, well just look at everyone

Chorus

Everybody dies, Everybody dies Everybody dies, Everybody dies Everybody dies, Everybody dies Everybody dies, Everybody dies

Every one dies, Every one dies Every one dies, Every one dies

 

Kill Time Frenzy

Gone too far with this silence Locked away in our darkness

Creatures of the night, we tread around With a vengeance from living underground

Gone too far with this silence Locked away in our darkness Stepped on me for the last time Can't wait to see my sun shine

Look at yourself Gone too far Burdened by wealth Gone too far Your culture rapes Gone too far Driven by hate Gone too far

I want to forgive you, but I can't

Gone too far with this silence Locked away in our darkness Stepped on me for the last time Can't wait to see my sun shine

Look at yourself Gone too far Burdened by wealth Gone too far Your culture rapes Gone too far Driven by hate Gone too far

Resurrection

 

 

 

Left in the murkiest waters behind

Waiting for a chance of resurrection

Oblivious to death

 

Should there be compromise

For too much time in a chamber

Without the comfort of the sun

 

Hand picked for a resurrection

My passing was a contradiction

Don’t be sad, we shall return

Don’t be sad, we shall return

 

Seen as the fiend with the damaging heart

Always coming back for more frustration

Oblivious to death

 

So should we reconcile?

Accept all of this anger

And face the fact we haven’t won

 

Chorus

 

THIS TIME YOU’RE GOING TOO FAR

 

Laws of life, I can defy

Terrified, but I’ll survive

Shift the mass to solid state

Fighting sleep to stay awake

 

Grouped to mass, or stand alone

Actions past, I can’t condone

Seconds through the time to break

Shattered worlds will dissipate